ayer rajah

slightly shaken. online and fren tells me that ayer rajah collapse.. though it's a worksite and it has nothing to do with mrt lines, it's just an automatic mental link to nicoll highway....

so scary.... think s'pore has got to deal with the psychological trauma in many many pple. not only pple related to such incidents...

hope no more of this happens... there's a limit to how much one can take this without getting paranoid of going underground and taking mrt or walking indoors...

For those who responded to 'help june...'

Thanx thanx to those who responded.. i dunno who yet... Currently, i doubt i'll take any help at the moment. Trying to survive on my own money.... Tight budget but ah well... still planning... Got to plan super well but i hope i'll do fine? hee....

Anyway... i'm reading guide books and websites now!! Maybe that's one reason why i dun feel very empty after exams cause i still got stuff to do... Quite common to feel like that after exams cause u're suddenly left with nothing to do....

50 First Dates

Watched this movie today! MUST WATCH!!! I loved it at least... It's sweet and damn hilarious.....

If you wanna know abt what it is abt, read the rest of this paragraph... It's about this gal who hurt her brain (temporal lobe) and she can't convert her short term memory to long term memory when she's sleeping. So everyday she'll wake up to the 'same day'. Then this guy likes her and everyday to chase her is like a first date cause she doesn't remember him the next day...

Go watch go watch! (unless u hate romantic and comedy to the core)

Kite flying

Marina south as usual... quite fun... couldn't get my stupid kite up... It's a pink snoopy kite.. Quite irritating... Could get my kites up the previous few times. Guess it was quite a bad non-windy day.. The breezes come in intermittent.. They come for a like 10 secs then stop for a few mins and then come again... definitely not enough to bring my kite up. I'm not that zai and i couldn't be bothered to stand there for hours to just fly the kite

Quite fun... Had a picnic with 'mats' and cake, bread, fruits.. The strawberries and grapes sweet sweet.. good choice *pat pat* I just loved the sight.. Very relaxed picnic in an open field under the shade of trees... Sunny but not super bright cause it's partly cloudy.....

Picnic picnic.. shall picnic more....

Are you what you eat?

You sincerely believe that everything around you is beautiful, even though other people may not notice. You are a determined person and set high goals for your life.

You're very careful and circumspect in all matters but you won't face any problems until they actually happen. Also you're a kind and sensitive person.

Also, you love the good life. You live extravagantly and like everything around you to be beautifully crafted. You are optimistic, have an excellent sense of humor and enjoy having your friends around you.

You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish

Hai.. true true true true true....

Are you what you eat???

Makan

yay!! i'm back from makan at bedok blk 85! Quite shagged and tired now but i just bathed... got to wait a little more before i can sleep...

So so.. for those who didn't go and watch my table eat.. shall start narrating.. I belong to the 'rich' lala gonggong group.... Why rich? Cause my grp ordered the most food and of course paid the most money lah... Why lala gongong? cause we are the only ones who dare to eat these kind of seafood...

So in chronological order, we had sugarcane juice, bbq chicken wings, sambal stingray, lala, hao jian, hokkien mee, fried carrot cake, satay.... yeah.. that's kind of all we had... *grin* Pure eating non-stop... and telling jokes too!! Crazy pple whose mouths keep moving....

Got reminded me a joke i watched on wan quan yu le.. For those who haven't heard before, here's it! (translated to english)

A guy and a girl were studying together, sitting beside each other. The guy quietly passed a note to her that said...

'I like you. If you like me too, please pass the note back to me. If you do not like me, please throw the note out of the window.'

So the girl read the note and scribbled something on the note. Then she passed it back to the guy. The guy started smiling and read the note which said....

'The windows here can't be opened!!!'

Got to believe

Just got to believe that praying for lots at the temple near Bugis village is quite good and accurate... Firstly, it helps u decide on stuff. Secondly, it's accurate

I asked about my travel previously. It said going to china in may is bad for me... So i decided to not go to china... and now, there's sars in china!! So accurate.... hee....

Next time can go ask again for other stuff liao...

Pretty pretty...

Hee... my new entertainment on the computer.. lets me relive my childhood days of playing with paper dolls, barbie dolls and wat not... and i get to use my creative juices!

(realized that i can't really fit blondes into my images other than bikini babes.... i'm racist)

Be open!

Sidetrack first: nowadays blog very quiet.. no one's writing.. i wonder whether it's because it's post-exams and pple don't need to use blogs as a distraction from their studying.. or maybe pple are busy partying and not home... and for those overseas, they're getting busy again.. ah welll

ok.. back to what i wanted to write:

I'm starting to observe again... how people tend to close into their own ideas... whenever someone says something that's not with what you expect or want, you'll just straight away speak up and defend ur side, ur ideas and ur thoughts... and then you'll start having a verbal battle abt ur ideas and in the end, no one wins! cause both are just on their own frequency...

I also make this mistake but i'm learning how to open up, how to shut up and listen, pause, think and accept.. Come on! Everyone has their own views.... learn to accept their views although you strongly believe in urs too... but always know that you're not always right.. at least that's what i tell myself....

Think about it.. do you make the same mistake too? I'm sure you do... Learn to deal with it...

Nice lyrics

This song ain't super new.. By Lin Jun Jie.. Finally had time to really look at the lyrics. Thot that the tune was quite nice, so it attracted me... Take a close look at the lyrics! It tells a story... sad but sweet love story... dun think i can sing this song in ktv.. can't guarantee that i won't start tearing...

会有那么一天

一九四三 世界大战 阿嬷年轻的时候
爷爷爱他那么多 他们感情很深
但是爷爷 身负重任
就在离乡的那夜给了阿嬷一个吻
轻声说到

我要离去 别再哭泣 不要伤心
请你相信我 要等待 我的爱 陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天 我们牵着手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音 听我说声 我爱你

夕阳西下 鸟儿回家 阿嬷躺 在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫 眼神却很温柔 看着爷爷
湿透的眼 握着他粗糙的手
阿嬷的泪水开始流 轻声说道

我要离去 别再哭泣 不要伤心
请你相信我 要等待 我的爱 陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天 我们牵着手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音 听我说声 我爱你

Wonder who will end up as such a loving couple in the future.... haii...

Finito!

Yay! Exams are over this sem!! It's holidays!!!

Today's paper.. although it's 100 mcq.. it sucks... big time.... i think i circle abt 20 qns... and another 10 qns at least that i can't be bothered to circle but just guess lah... disgusting.. they even asked abt some company in this field that i dun recall seeing in my txtbk or notes lah... unless it's hidden in some small font or some corner. To hell with the paper... Can only hope that others did much worse....

Almost forgot!! The moment i stepped into mpsh area, i saw blue bag! blue bag!! wasn't sure it was blue bag when i saw the face. then i saw the bag beside.. it's blue bag!! haha... no, i'm not in love with bluebag or watsoever... just find it fun to see someone who lives nearby occasionally at different places at different times....

Went Orchard with yj, yz and jo. Woah.... haven't been shopping there for maybe 1 month? i can't exactly remember how long.. then i was just commenting 'hey this shop changed.. hey when did it become this shop?.. since when did this shop renovate?' feel so sua ku.. like a country bumpkin that hasn't entered city area... anyway, walked until soles feel flat... fun!!

if u ask yj and yz, they'll tell u that i'm in the babydoll mood! tried a couple of babydoll dresses... i think if i have the capability to turn myself into a babydoll, i might consider.. haha.. so give u all prior warning ah.. in the holidays, if u see me dressed differently from sch, dun be surprised ah!

oh... bought some accessories... now i make noise everywhere i go.. dun understand? when u see/hear me, u'll understand....

quote: "if u like a person's back view, don't look at the front" (from personal experience.. hee)

American idol

This is shocking!!!! I'm watching it as I'm typing this... So shocking!! How come bottom 3 are latoya, fantasia and jennifer?!?!?! I think latoya and fantasia are the best 2 singers in this competition.. The most steady.. My favourite's latoya though.... The rest are quite inconsistent....

Shall continue watching..

awww... it's jennifer... so shocking!!! What's america coming to!!!! How can they let the rest be in top 4! She's good! She shld at least stay for another few times.. Jennifer's just pretty but shaky... John stevens (his name) is good at some songs but more than half the time pitchy.... Haii......

at least latoya and fantasia are still in..

Hey! Try this sushi fortune telling if u're interested... Quite true for me i think....

Sushi fortune telling

My results:
Love - Ika: good observer, change accordingly to please others
Money - Maguro: popular, generous to your friends
Career - Toro: confident, opportunist
Family - Salmon: your self-esteem is too high, making yourself isolated. but you depend on your family
Wish - Uni: want to change the way you are living

ggrrrr....

*grinds teeth* doesn't pay to go to bed early... i went to bed at 1045 cause i was feeling drowsy and tired and my head was spinning a little. was tired in the afternoon but didn't nap so wanted to sleep early... laid in bed for 1.5 hrs and i'm still not asleep!!!

give up liao.. shall entertain myself until i get tired again...

concert!

watched a min or so of 5566's concert in singapore on tv... so nice!!!!!! sniff.... no money to go.... bleah bleah bleah.... irritating.. i wanna go.....

anyway found out on sunday that my cousin went... i think sec3.. can't remember liao.. and my uncle went with her and he liked the concert too!! damn it.. dun need to accompany ur daughter lah.. find me to accompany lah!

pamper urself

while most pple in nus are now celebrating the end of exams.... i will not lose to them!! hahaha.. i pamper myself too... with a haircut!! Nothing big... just trim a bit only... can't really tell much difference.. gonna grow my hair long again and see whether i wanna keep it long or snip it off again....

going to the salon is such a nice thing... except for paying money of course... pple make u look neater.. help u massage ur scalp while shampooing ur hair... then blow ur hair nice and straight and smooth.. and ur hair smells nice cause of their shampoo... if got money even better. then can go for steaming so that the hair is even smoother to touch... ah well, i'm a poor gal now so... haii.....

yay!! nice blown hair! for one day only... before i wash it again.. haha...

nicoll...

Hai... dunno whether i'm kaypoh or concerned... can't resist from reading all the newspaper articles on nicoll highway incident on the straits times... but everytime i read these kind of news, lots of emotions just rush up...

scary... maybe singapore's too safe and peaceful. so everytime something big happens, it's like woah!! how could this happen! Now just hope that they find the missing pple... dead or alive.. hopefully alive..

Wow...

Woah.. Nicoll highway incident... scary sia... looks quite terrible... Was watching the news.. It's gonna take quite a while to repair...I just hope that it doesn't collapse any further... Those firemen and workers will be in danger if it collapses anymore.. *cross fingers*

anyway... following the exercising trend by bloggers... i'm exercising too! Ok.. it's only 2 days and a bit each day.. but heck! It's amazing! I'm just gonna see how long more.. i dun think it'll carry on very long once my exams end cause i'll be out at least for a few consecutive days after my last paper.... well, my motivation is... err... that i'm gonna get fatter after exams!! Got my dad's bday buffet dinner, my grandma's bday buffet dinner and blk 85 and other celebrations... anyway i think i'm gonna get fatter these few days too... starting to eat ice cream cause of the heat....

it's windy today! hooray!!! and it rained a bit in the evening too.. was hoping for bigger rain but no.... But the wind was damn big during the rain.... So cooling!!

cooler....

hee.. it's cooler tonight... all thanks to the rain in the evening... oh well, some of u might not even know it rained.. well, it did in the west!! see... rain season gonna come again.... can't remember who told me very firmly a few days ago that it's so hot that rain won't come so soon so i can have my kite flying in peace.. ah well.....

so much cooler.... yay! though i still like fans and aircon but at least better...

marry?

someone pls tell me that i'm not the only one.... not the only one being bugged by parents to get a bf and get married in future....

went to temple today.. then my mum and i were before the god for marriage... then my mum told me to pray for my 'yin yuan'... then after i finshed praying to all kinds of gods, i was waiting.. then my dad waved for me and pointed to that marriage one and asked whether i pray liao... !!! then my mum was standing there again and then she asked me whether i prayed already..... sighz....

helppppp............. anyone under the same terrible nagging???

Crap...

Utter crap... anyone watched NKF this week? The zoe tay's stunt.... I couldn't bear it when they keep going on saying that the experts say that a normal person cannot remember more than 7 things.... That's the average mah.. It totally doesn't mean that a normal person cannot remember more than 7 things mah... And it's 7 groups... So she can group it up..

So crap... say once never mind lah.. but dun emphasize mah... trying to get it into the heads of ignorant pple.... sounds as if almost impossible.... haiii..

JC's moving...

Oh no! Got news that my jc's finally moving... sometime next year? I'm gonna miss it... Maybe go back in July to take photos... zhen or wen? any takers?? Got to take every corner of the school that I've left my footsteps and places that have been captured into my memories... Can't be sure that my memories will fade away.....

Was spreading the news to friends... Then one said 'if you even want to take some photos, you must have some cherishable memories'.... Yeah of course I do!!!

I really miss JC!! I dunno why but I just do....

I miss my classrooms.. Even though we had to move around sometimes and the rooms are really small!! Once I got claustrophobic that I ran out of the classroom after a lesson to get a breather.. Our personal space is just a chair with an attached table... Yes.. the school's poor. Almost every classroom was like that. With 20+ pple squeezed into a small area....

I miss my class!!! They are just great! I got along with everyone, or almost everyone. Didn't really talk to 1 or 2 of them cause they dun really talk to me... Hmpf.. But well, I was the outing rep. I still am!! Damn it.. they dun let me quit my job.. Got to organize class outing every year.. Everytime pple will ask me 'so when's the next class outing?' or 'hey! organize class outing leh!' Well, my past job was to organize like post-exam lunch or just a daily/weekly lunch. Like asking the entire class who wants to have class lunch. Then vote for either canteen, Ghim Moh or Holland V... Yeah... Really fun! I'm always amazed at how my class bonds and gets together. Half are the really sporty kind, in school teams, like table tennis, volleyball, soccer, track, canoeing.... The other half are the guai guai studious kind in chinese society, symphonic band, chess, etc.... But somehow we click!

I miss the teachers... They were great!! At least they were interesting.. Sometimes we poke fun into whatever they say... but overall my teachers were great! CT also really fun! We're her first class! And it's fun to get lollipops and sweets during CT class or GP...

I miss lectures.. Not the content! But sitting together as a class (cause we have to). I miss writing and reading our class journals during the 1st 3 months. We'll just pass around the journal during lect and everyone can write anything. From song lyrics to comments abt lect... I think we got 2 journals. I have one of them.. Dunno where's the other... I miss sleeping in lecture...No, it's not the same as sleeping in NUS.. cause in JC, most pple sleep anyway!! You're just a normal majority... I miss seeing my friends sleep in class... Quite funny while you try to keep awake and copy notes....

I miss my locker.. Perfect position when I was in J2.... Just behind the canteen where I'll be every morning. Good to get stuff during break time too.. Just below the hall and near the toilet. Great to go before and after training... I miss the toilets... Esp the one behind the canteen cause I'll be there very often to change for pe or training...

I miss the mornings where I'll sleep in the canteen (cause I reach early) or talk to frens. We'll just gather at the same table... I miss the time when I might walk to my locker and bump into another fren on the way and just have a chat... Or go to another table and talk to my frens..

I miss the canteen... I miss the days where I'll be there playing carrom almost every afternoon that I'm free.. I miss the canteen cause I made a lot of new frens there.. Either through fren's intro or through playing carrom...

I miss the hall where we trained.... Lots of sweat but fun... Lots of team spirit.....

I miss the forum where it's a good meeting place.. Perhaps to wait for class.. Or to wait for team members after changing to go for dinner at Ghim Moh

I miss the back gate cause it's the heaven to Ghim Moh and Macs.. I ate lots of macs in jc.. lots....

I miss the track and fields where my class played frisbee... Perfect! I still remember my class as the best class in frisbee....

I miss walking around in school trying to find friends... Or sometimes to find company to go home...

I miss lots of other things... But last of all, I miss my friends!! I'm really glad that I am still in contact with quite a number of them. Takes lots of effort!!! But I also miss those who have slowly faded away from my life... It's sad cause sometimes I see them around, they might have forgotten me and I might have forgotten their name too......

Mini-CeLeBrAtIoN!!

Woah!! I'm online!! And happy!! This is crazy.. or maybe it's just the weekend. I'm talking to 5 pple on ICQ and 4 of them still have exams... Well, it's the weekend and everyone needs a break. It's my weekend off!! Hooray! I'm not going to do any studying this weekend...

Well, finished a stats papers on Fri.. All I can say is.. GOOD! Just hope that I didn't make any careless mistakes lah.. I thought I found a mistake due to 'use of calculator' in the last 15 mins. Double checked it by calculating another 2 or 3 times. Really wrong!! Then change ah.. And it was in the first part of the question, so I had to change all the figures after that... Heng I finished it just in time... *sweat*

Today, I finished my 2nd paper, and my 2nd last too! Personality psy.. haii.. I dunno wat the compulsory qn was asking abt.. What's research initiative? Anyway, I just dumped everything I know and attempted to phrase it... Oh well, no choice ah... Who ask me to go for such a challenging module with no right or wrong answers? Stats would be so much easier to gauge cause u either know or dunno. You're either right or wrong. No grey area...

Happy happy! One more to go. Won't start reading until Monday. 4 days shld be enough lah... Too bad.. I don't have a single bit of motivation to study for genes, except to study hard to get a less sucky grade. I'm so disgusted by the ceiling effect. Maybe it won't be so bad if lots of pple who scored damn well applied for S/U before they knew they were good... But wat's the chance of so many pple going for S/U? I dunno... Heck!

Went to macs with Jo and Aud... Yummy.. McFlurry... So good to eat ice cream in this kind of weather... Went to walk walk at Lot One after that... Lot One has changed!! New shops! More fashionable and "young"... Went to enjoy the aircon then entered the library after i-dunno-how-many years... Borrowed 2 guides to Paris and 1 to Amsterdam... Maybe read it during the weekend... Will attempt to refrain from them next week. Study study study...

Holidays are nearing!! Can party liao!!!!

Thai movie

Anyone wanna watch the new thai movie? Coming out 29th i think.. but ask first... It's about a transvestite who used to be a boxer in Thailand....

Anyone anyone??

Anyone got other ideas for activities?

Girls: Ice skating..

hey.. those girls who wanna ice skate, i need opinions...

Are you willing to pay $12 so that we take those grp of 4 admission for unlimited time so that we'll be on equal grounds with the guys?

Or are you poor and u prefer to pay $2 for the shoes and go for ladies night? Then the guys who wanna go must pay normal price lor.....

The good thing is one is unlimited time so can skate for hours if u want and the other is not...

Thots...

Kissing:
Heard this from radio... The DJ read a report that says that scientists have found that kissing is actually beneficial to health. Kissing prevents tooth decay. Kissing causes your body to secrete some hormone that's supposed to be good. Kissing does something to your stomach or digestive system (the dj spoke too fast). Got one more reason but i couldn't catch too...
Anyway, yeah.. kissing is good.. Go everyone!! Go kiss!!! But they never specify what kiss.... lips touch or french or any other styles?!?

Miracle!
It's a miracle! This afternoon, there was wind!!! Strong wind!! For a while, but there was wind!!! It might signify that rain season gonna come soon.....

Studying cum relaxing
Hee.. trying to make studying relaxing.. or actually i'm quite relaxed.. my brain doesn't wanna absorb... damn.... mugging is damn tough now... I"m so grateful that my mum moved this nice cushioned chair that rocks slightly to my room. I just realized that sitting on it near the full-length windows is a perfect location for reading... Got sunlight and comfy.... Haven't fall asleep on it yet... Oh yes, plus aircon!!

Blogging
So boring.. i seem to be the only slacker who is writing on my blog... nothing to read everytime i take a break and come online... maybe more pple will write when the weekend comes.. the time i start my exams, some pple ended, some pple ending...

Kite flying....
For my frens in singapore, anyone interested in Kite flying??? Can't help it.. exam time i always think of post exam activities to motivate myself.. If the weather doesn't turn to rainy again, maybe 27(tue) or 28 (wed) May... Was thinking of ice skating too.... But save money lah... ice skating need 10 bucks... Unless can find the ladies night.. I think have.. free admission.... *grin* Girls only..

Cockroach Joke..

Got this 冷笑话 from 完全娱乐.....

There are these 2 sibling cockroaches, the older sister and the younger brother. One day, both went out on the streets. Then later, the sister came back crying. So the father cockroach asked her, "why?. The sister said, "Everyone doesn't like me! I went on the streets and everyone who saw me shouted 害虫， 害虫！！ No one likes me". The father, who was used to such names, didn't think very much of it.

After some time, the younger brother came back too. But he was very happy and singing as he walked into the house. So the father asked why he is so happy. The brother said, "I'm so happy today! I have never been so well-liked before! Everyone who saw me likes me a lot! Everyone who saw me today shouted to me 'Hi! 虫！"

Back to the past...

Have you ever tried living without electricity? No fan, no aircon, no light, no nothing.... Just mere candles to give some brightness in your house..... Sounds like kampung life...

I have!! And quite many others too! Right, Sam? hahaha... Those who live in areas like Choa Chu Kang, Bukit Batok, Bukit Panjang, parts of Boon Lay, Woodlands, Bukit Timah, NTU should know about it too.. Or maybe you read the papers already.. There was power failure in this massive area last night!!

Shall give an account of such a rare incident:
1130-1145pm
- Doing some light reading on my bed and listening to music.
- Suddenly *poof*. Lights, aircon, radio all went off. Froze for a while. Thought "aiyah, must be short circuit. got to flip the switch back on at the power box"
- Made my way to my phones (thank gdness they emit light). Then use the light to search for my torch light on my table (thank gdness i was in astro. always have a torch)
- Wake my dad up to check the power box. Walked out with my torch first while he's getting up.
- Looked out of window. Woah!!! All black!! Except for 2 blocks with emergency light at their lift lobbies. So cool!! Power failure! Rare rare rare.... so exciting! Went to tell parents the exciting news...
- Started to light candles... Scented ones (even better) Only lit 3 lah.. Opened windows to allow air in.. Not much use. No wind. Not a single bit of wind
- Gd time to admire the sky... LOTS of stars....
- Started communicating with people from other flats with my torch light. Competition of who has the brightest torch!! People just shining their torch outside the flat, onto the carpark, at other blocks... Never knew my torch quite power.. Can shine on the carpark at least 10 storeys below... Must be the lack of light.. But I lose the competition lah.. Other torch were so powerful!!
- Getting hot!! Imagine!! This time of year, this kind of weather! So hot!! No fan! Went to retrieve my fan from Japan's Nara Park. So proud of it! I have shown that I bought it for a good use... Very good fan..
- Looked out again. Even street lights were off.. No lights on expressway? Made a comment 'now like malaysia. No lights on the roads'

12 midnight
- Lights came back on. All blocks started to light up. Can hear the cheering from all the other blocks. Then I started making a few cheers out of the window too.. (for fun!)
- One minute later: blackout again.... My sis and I were laughing hysterically... So funny... Never be too happy so fast....

12 to 12.45am
- Walked around and around.... Sms pple to ask if their area also got affected.
- Dad opened door. Saw my neighbour walking up the stairs together with a couple who has a candle to light up her way up. 16 floors!!!! She climbed 16 storeys!! Never too good to live too high when this happens. Used my torch to light up her door so she can see the lock... Did a good deed *pat pat*
- Getting hotter... So humid!! Drink ice water..... Even the ice ain't super cold. What to do.. Fridge no electricity...
- Lived the ancient way... Lie on the floor. One hand holding fan and fan myself. Sis came to join me.. Listening to radio thru hp. Thank goodness for that too.. If not I can't listen to radio and won't know wat's happening
- Can see the farms and roads a distance away light up.... Wait.. Wait... Listen to radio. Woodlands light up. NTU light up.. What about me!!!

1245am
- Power back! Now for sure, it's back.... Yay! Back to aircon room.. So hot!!! Fridge so nice and cold....

Hee... exciting life rite... Oh yah, I made another comment "thank goodness I don't have exam tomorrow. especially morning paper. I'll be dying from lack of sleep". Hopefully, it's a once in a lifetime experience. Or at least a better and cooler time.... Too hot....

To end my story, this is what I told my sister:
"hey, tomorrow you can tell who lives in the affected areas. Just see who got panda eyes"

bLeAh...

terrible.. utterly terrible... i wanna complain!!!

now everyone shld be complaining about their stress, how much they still have to study, how far behind they are in their work, how their brains are not working... i wanna complain about the heat!!!! So hot!!!! No mood to study ah!!! Have to resort to not opening my windows when i wake up to keep as much coldness from my aircon as possible... have to resort to switching on my aircon if i really really cannot tahan... sweating every single moment. Fans are at the highest speed... I like to take warm water baths... Now i love cold water.... so refreshing.... Almost have the urge to install a mini fan in my toilet.... ridiculous to sweat right after bathing.... the weather better not get worse than this..

For the GIRLS...

Had a chat on the phone with ali today.... Then we somehow talked and talked and came up with a few questions for the girls.. So galz! Read on and give us your opinion! As for the guyz, u can read and learn and maybe give ur male view.....

Ok... we talked about guys and girls... so here goes....

1. Do you like the idea of receiving flowers? Esp from your bf... If yes, what is your ideal bouquet of flowers? The type of flower, how many, big or small, colour??
(Allthough I assume so, but shall not take for granted.. )

2. Galz, from your experience, do you think that guys are slowwww? Slow as not good at giving surprises, don't know how to create romance, can't get hints from girls, etc etc... Feel free to give more examples...

Ok, those are the two questions that we could think of at the moment.. Shall give my view...

1. Of course! Flowers are nice and pretty.... Don't need to give very often... Occassionally give as a surprise, like during anniversary... Vday then dun need lah.. Flowers on vday are too ex.. Ideal.... HUGE bouquet.. some florists are very good at it.. lots of pretty fillers, longer stalks... errr.. maybe 12 roses? (pink, shocking pink, champagne, deep red) Or 6 white lilies? Something like that lah....

2. Yeah.. slow.... if not we come up with this qn for what.... Give flowers as sort of a surprise but doesn't work cause it's so obvious that he'll give flowers.. no surprise element... Definitely can't get much hints from girls... Sometimes guys got to know how to take initiative... Girls say no, not necessarily no.. Must test water!!!

Yeah.. there's a part of my views.... So galz! what about yours? If the guys feel like defending yourself, then feel free...

Oh, please look out for Alicia's blog... Look out for her entry 'for the guys'...

Ring ring...

hee... had a nice conversation on the phone last night with an old fren. yah, think can count as old fren since we know each other for quite a few years liao... pretty long chat for my standards nowadays... used to chat on the phone for hours every night.. yes.. every night.. with different pple but mainly 2 or 3 of my friends... then sometimes on a phone marathon with one fren, then later return another's call.... amazing how i could study last time.. but i can multitask a bit lah.. so can do work or watch tv at the same time... but now, very seldom talk on the phone liao... can easily assume that the phone call's not mine... works most of the time.. maybe chat on the phone once a few weeks.. or sometimes even longer...

anyway, it's interesting to try to recall some past memories... nice memories.. some quite sweet... oh well, memories of the past........

to fren: so sorry ah.... my memory really ain't super good..... thanx a lot for all u've done... catch up with u next time again.. and u are no puddle, ok?

ok... got to study soon.. later someone say i lazy again... *wink*

NKF..

Donated.. always donate every year... everyone shld do some charity... but maybe they shld be a little more transparent.. but anyway if one stops donating, the patients will suffer... watching them is so painful....

BUT... the show is getting nuts... barefoot on knives?? darts on back? YUCKS!!!! i refused to watch the knife one.. changed channel during that stunt. i don't like blood or pain or shrieks of pain..... spare me!! i rather watch pple dancing, singing, gymnastic or someone flying around and play xiao ao jiang hu.... THEY ARE CRAZY!! anyway the bees were fine for me though.. dunno why.. never felt very good towards jack neo..

Didn't understand the teochew bit but good lah... Good for the teochew pple... cause every year always cantonese..

I wonder if they'll invite 5566 next time.. that company.. 5566, xing yuan tuan, etc etc...

A pot of gold!!

Woah!!! i'm so lucky!!! Damn happy!!! I saw rainbow!! RAINBOW!!

Colourful colourful....

Wonder where's my pot of gold....

Relief....

yay!!! i can fully concentrate on exams from now on!! finally settled my basic stuff now.....

to those who are interested.. me confirm going uk liao... Singapore time, i'll be leaving from 6 to 29 june.. london time would be 7 to 28 june.. practically 2 days on the plane...

going to ignore my trip for now till end of exams.. that's quite fast though.... very soon... if anyone has a backpack that's good for travelling and can lend for so long, tell me.... i haven't really searched my house yet...

who got thai baht to spare also can tell me... maybe a bit but not enough to change at the money changer.. i also haven't search my house yet.. maybe need a bit for a cup of coffee or chewing gum at thai airport...

shall study soon.... *phew*

P.S. Must say this first.. paiseh to all... me on tight budget.. can't get anything for u (unless u pay)... dun tell me go harrods and buy a bag or bear for u ah... i'll consider going to take a photo of the toilet for u... hahaha...
Can consider sending a postcard lah... we'll see..

Why blog?

To prove that I have been studying... or shld be attempting to read my book....

Why blog?

Cause there are theories that suggest that keeping things to ourselves may be a source of stress. And this can lead to psychological distress and physical disease. So, blogging is a channel for disclosure. Then bloggers won't feel so stressed and we'll cope better and suffer less problems of other kind... Hmm... sounds good rite... but, how many pple actually say all the secrets and reveal the utter private self on blog... i don't... there are things better for myself than suffer the fate of being spread out like wildfire.... so, i'll be slightly distressed thru blogging! yay!! Maybe that explains why i'm blogging almost everyday when i'm supposed to be studying.. muahahaha.....

I think i'm a typically student that falls into the syndrome... I feel that i have mild obsessive-compulsive personality disorder... preoccupied with order and strives to be perfect... attention to details. fondness for rules, schedules and procedures. hold very high standards (ok.. not super high).. reluctant to delegate tasks. often complain "if u want something done right, you have to do it youself" ( i think i just said that exact line a few weeks ago). become irritated when others don't take their work as seriously as they do... frustratingly stubborn.....

ok.. i mentioned some that fit... of course got other points that don't really fit me.. ah well.. what to do when u're reading abt disorders... hahaha... i've got a bit of this and a bit of that... i'm insane! no i'm not... i'm insane.. no i'm not.... i'm insane... no i'm not..

When smoke gets in ur eyes...

had a smoky day... qing ming lor... go to bishan and get myself entirely engulfed in smoke... will never be able to work in such a place.. really admire those pple there.. spent maybe less than an hour there? smoky.. couldn't open eyes. had to wash.. covered with ash.. hot hot hot....

oh this year i went prepared... had an bottle of eye drops in my pocket! hahaha..... always wanted to try to wear lab goggles there.. or maybe swimming goggles! minimize smoke in my eyes.. shld try one day...

Abnormal?

Got this from an email... those taking abnormal psy.. maybe can remember thru this way..

ANSWERING SERVICE AT A MENTAL INSTITUTE

"Hello, and welcome to the mental institute hotline.

If you are obsessive-compulsive, please press 1 repeatedly.

If you are codependant, please ask someone to press 2 for you.

If you have multiple personalities, press 3,4,5 and 6.

If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call.

If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be transferred to the mother ship.

If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you which number to press.

If you are manic depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, no one will answer.

If you have a nervous disorder, please fidget with the hash key until someone comes on the line.

If you are dyslexic, press 696969696969.

If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, phone number, date of birth, social security number, and your mother's maiden name.

If you have post-traumatic-stress disorder, slowly and carefully press 000.

If you have bipolar disorder, please leave a message after the beep, or before the beep, or after the beep. Please wait for the beep.

If you have short-term memory loss, press 9.If you have short-term memory loss, press 9.If you have short-term memory loss, press 9.If you have short-term memory loss, press 9.

If you have low self esteem, please hang up. All our operators are too busy to talk to you."

went somewhere today... met someone familiar.. wonder if that person recognized me.. i wonder what's that person doing there... anything wrong? i'm just kaypoh.. maybe that person is wondering what i'm doing there too... if that person recognized me, too bad then.. both acted ignorant.... a weird place to meet someone familiar.... hmm.....

side track... can't believe m'sia airlines so slow and inefficient. how can prices for june holidays not be out yet! it's april! *flip*

Isn't the world such an interesting and amazing place.....

Morning and early afternoon: sunny and hot...
3pm: dark clouds start to roll in. bring in the clothes or you'll regret
3.30pm: thunder. lots of thunder... ok, i saw lightning too... my area has super good view of lightning. never been able to catch a photo of it though...
4pm: shld start to pour. thunderstorm. HUGE raindrops... those kind where you just look out of the window and u can see individual raindrops. definitely know that it's raining....

oh well, it's 3.45pm now.. thunder and lightning.. waiting for the rain to come.... supposed to study.. but i'm online!! muahahaha.. okok.. dun scold me.. i'm looking at exam paper.. i'm working i'm working.... quite slowly though...

Study days...

I hereby proclaim that today is the first day for preparation of exams!!

Somehow, i'm still taking it slow and easy.. ah well.. slow and easy works for me i guess.. Sometimes cannot be too kan chiong... But i think those kanchiong pple will vomit blood when they look at my speed... lalala.. i finished all my assignments!!!! yay!!!!

I'm definitely counting down...

Best pick-up line...

Was watching my taped Guess show. Came across what I think is the best pick-up line i've ever heard!!! Makes me think of the 100-pick up lines list me and my frens came up with in JC when we were bored in class... Anyway, to me, it can melt a girl pretty well. Just make sure that the guy's not too terrible and disliked by the girl...

Hey guys! maybe u can use it one day! Here it goes...

我觉得你很幸福
因为你可以选择爱我或不爱我
但是我只能选择爱你或更爱你

For those who can't read chi:
I think you are very fortunate
Because you can choose to love me or not to love me
But I can only choose to love you or love you more..

04-04-04

Hey! I didn't realize it's 4 April 2004!!!! Cool man! Seriously didn't realize until I asked my dad what was the date today... I think I'm quite blur now. I totally dunno what date it is... I only know in relative to special events, like end of deadline, end of exam, etc etc....

My last deadline tomorrow! Hooray!!

Dot...

Changed pic! To all who always ask me why i use babydot, dotty, etc etc... cause i liked to watch animaniacs in sec sch! Still do! i like a lot of old cartoons.. dot's quite cute, so am i! *puke* yeah... so, this is dot! I think i got a collar pin of animaniacs and earrings with dot's figurine... To those who dun recall animaniacs, err.. does pinky and brain sound more familiar?? same series. pinky and brain are side characters....

Lyrics of a song that Dot sings...
I'm cute, yes it's true
I really can't help it but what can I do
When you're cute, it just shows
With these two darling eyes
And this cute litte nose
And a pretty pink dress
That's adorable, yes
And when they see my dimples
Then everyone says 'oh shoot'

Others:
Isn't she cute, cute, cute
Oh isn't she cute cute cute..

Disclaimer: I'm not trying to say I'm cute ah...

Miss Singapore...

The results aren't out yet... I'm not watching it.. only watched a few mins here and there. watched abt 10 mins before 'happy sunday' on channel 8, another 1 min during ad time and i quickly switched again.. couldn't bear the torture....

the line that i couldn't bear (goes something like that):
popiah.. i love popiah.. must be popiah. i can't live without popiah. i eat popiah every day.....
(in the q&a part)

hahaha.... painful man! anyway one of the top 5 girls now was kind of from swaps! aca subcomm under me. except that she didn't really turn up... booth duty maybe come for 1 hr.. then sometimes her turn, then last minute cannot make it... u know... that kind...

Rules of my blog..

hmm.. was talking to someone a few days ago.. shall keep that person anonymous... so are there any rules of blog that we should apply, or more specifically to the blog readers... or is there some hidden rules that one wishes other to keep... maybe i shld have some rules ah.....

inspiration from someone: to all reading my blog, although this is a public blog, free for all my frens to read... try not to discuss openly face to face about what i wrote?? if it's jokes or normal stuff, it's fine lah.. can share a joke or a fact or something.. but more particular abt things i write from the heart, like feelings, something that's bothering me lately, my comments abt cute guys i see *grin*, pple who irritate me etc etc... sometimes things are different when one talks abt it compared to reading one's blog...

it's not like i'll know whether u're discussing it without me around, but ah well....be nice.. so far my blog's quite ok.. i haven't really wrote anything that hits that limit to keep more hush hush, but u'll never know!

lalalalala...

hee.. before i start.. must say thanx to hx! and kb! teach me how to type chi with windows xp. 谢了！

yay!! i handed in my 2nd last psy report for the sem! hooray!! though i don't feel very safe.. dunno why.. keep thinking that i missed out something or it's just not good enough... heck it... still got one more due on mon!

saw this guy on the bus home... not bad not bad... navy guy.. no.. air.. navy.. air.. can never remember... white top black pants is navy or air?

hai.. supposed to continue with my last psy paper... sianz liao.. jia lat.. i need adrenaline!!!!!!!!! i'll do it!!! got to think of a good reward to motivate myself...

不好笑的笑话

Saw this on 完全娱乐....

在英文课的时候， 老师在黑板上写了这两句，要学生把它们翻译成英语。
1. 弟弟穿上外套的时候， 发现一颗钮扣掉了。
2. 听到电话响，姐姐立刻跑去接电话。

一位同学在句子旁边这样写着。。。
1. 弟弟穿上外套的时候， 发现一颗钮扣掉了。 Shit!
2. 听到电话响，姐姐立刻跑去接电话。 Hello!

不错吧！ 哈哈哈哈！！